Revolution

Good Mornight Everyone,
The title speaks on behalf of me. I might be the one who used to have a very low confidence in myself. who doesn't stand up for her own good. who used to be a quiet girl who have a very little heart. but then I changed. what makes me change? what is the occurence that caused me to changed? I don't know. well maybe it's because I'm too tired of being those kind of girl. I'm too tired of it. but I am not regret at all for making those changes at all. but the bad thing is not everyone can accept the changes that have been made on me. most of them would want the old me which is I'm no longer would wanted to be. I hate to be the old me. well people does change. it's okay to leave me all alone. it's okay. because I can always learn to be one. because even when we die, we would end up all alone to the next phase of our live as the slaves of Him, The Almighty. 

I can't be thankful enough for those who chose to stay by my side and chose not to leave me. I honestly appreciate it so much. no words can describe how thankful I am. I can't be thankful enough for giving me those extra support when I've been through those hardships of my life. dear friends, you know who you are. I can't force you to stay because the choice of staying or leaving is on you. not me. the best thing that I could do is trying my best to make you to stay. I hate to end up those amazing friendships that we have built and I never wanted to end it. i've tried the best that I could to make you to stay. but what can I do when you've made your decision? i always cherished the presence of my friends. I always do. but it always ended up, my heart is being broken into uncountable pieces? what did I ever do to you? you never know how much I'm suffering because of it. you might say that I'm the queen of drama. you might say that I looked just fine without you through my instagram pic. but guess what? do I need to show those heartbroken piece of me? I hate to show to people how sad I am. How dissapointed I am. how heartbroken I am. i just hate it when people know the weakest part of me. I hate to show it. you might seen me as a strong girl, who never cried, who never had those hard time , who always been happy. but hey! I am a human too and I am a girl. I do have feelings too . I do cry, I do have a hard time, I do have a problems. but do I need to show it to you? NO! Well believe me I've tried my best. sincerely I do. 

I am sad. I am DISSAPOINTED. my heart is hurting badly and you would never know that.