let's not get fainted

well hello dear super awesome readers. you know I do love you right? thanks for stopping by.

you know, in about two weeks starting from now, I'll be facing my final examination for the first semester of grabbing those Bachelor of Industrial Biotechnology title.. ohh whatever.. and yeahh it seems like it's one of the most miserable situation of my life. this week is the final week for our class/lecture session and everything needs to be cramped up in this tough week.. i feel so much suffocated right now. since I got lots of tests, quizzes and not to forget assignments that needs to be done. can I just wake up when all of this ended? I mean, I just wanted the time to travel fastly and stops when it comes to the day that I would be finally graduating for my degree..and then, I would further my studies AGAIN in Masters Degree somewhere nearby my home in Selangor. I mean like, will I ever get the chances to study in Selangor again? it's been like almost 2 and a half years I've been studying far away from home. i just wanted to be like other people who got the chances to go back to their home whenever they wanted.. you know, I feel very stress nowadays.. there's not even a single thing that I manage to do properly. I not that eager anymore when it comes to studying. I just study when there's a test or quiz. I mean like that was HORRIBLE!! I wasn't supposed to act this way. this is not right at all. but maybe it's just that I miss my home. I miss to be around my family. I miss to be around my friends in matriculation programme. there's nothing like that here. I mean like, of course I got friends. they're not that bad. in fact they are awesomely good people. but maybe the finals that affect all of this thingy that caused me to feel this way. hmm I don't know..