HEY THERE!

hello and assalamualaikum everyone!
so, how's life? for me, nothing great. just trying to get through finals.
yeah, what else could it be for a pathetic lifeless student like me? anyway, alhamdulillah I manage to get a hostel/dorm/room call it whatever you like. yes! it's such an honour for me to be able to get a place for me for another semester. yup! here in UMP or even most universities in Malaysia, we had to compete against one another (students) to get a place by obtaining some scores in terms of Merit System.Yes apparently Life as a Student is not as easy as being potrayed in those Malaysian Dramas. I never had a time to even find someone that I like (crush/boyfriend) when I started my life as one of the University Student. yeap! life is hard! Once (during my school years, about 4 years ago) my sisters asked me, when will I get myself a boyfriend and I confidently said to them that I was planning to find a bf when I started to enter University. but Unfortunately, up until now, I never had a chance to have a bf! what a joke! no, of course I'm not affected by it. it's just that, I have a goals in my life that I'd like to achieve and I think it's not the right time for me to play around and lose my focus when I have so much important things to achieve! maybe after I get my degree I'll start reconsider it again. For now, all I wanna do is to enjoy this busy moments of my life and I'd like to push myself harder in order to ensure that I'll get those bachelor degree, then maybe masters degree and insyaALLAH Phd. that's my only aim right now. because life isn't as easy as those dramas/movies where you get to marry a rich person, be a housewife and live happily ever after. it's like what will happened if your husband cheats on you? and left you? I was thinking of, we as a women needs to have a backup plan for us. and all that we could do is by ensuring ourselves to have education that will support us in terms of getting a job to support our lives and of course never quit those job like ever even the husband asks it (everything can be negotiate, I believe if your husband truly loves you, he will understands you) it's not like I've been wishing to have an unfaithful husband! it's just that nowadays, anything could happen! and we need to protect ourselves from all of those negative possibilities that will affect our lives. Yes! as I already stated before in my last entry (of last 2 or 3 idk, i don't really remember the date), I am a girl that is afraid of having commitment. and all my life, I never had a boyfriend I never depend on anyone else except my family so that's why it's hard for me to have a 'special' someone to enter my life. besides that, I'm already too comfortable of being single! HAHAHA (seriously, I'm not joking). my bestfriends always said to me that they can't wait to see who I'll end up with. yeah, we'll see..for now, just let me enjoy my life freely (because I'm a carefree person LOL)