I am a human too.

I am a human. just a normal human being. I have feelings. I do know how to be mad. most people would expect me to be sweet and everything but I am not. not anymore. don't expect me to stay quiet all the time like my school days. I HATE THOSE MOMENT OF MY LIFE LIKE EVER. No one know how I felt. no one know how it felt when nobody know how you really feels about something, when you're agree or disagree about something. I am no longer that kind of girl. now, when I get mad, I speak it out loud. When I'm extremely mad, sometimes I cursed. I know most people don't like it. I know it. but you know what? based on my experience, the old me got hurt a lot by most people. yup! MOST PEOPLE including my own friends (except my real friends. you know who you are). do they even know that they've once at least hurt me, my emotion. and when I speak out, most of them would blame me, myself and everything. but the real thing is that, I know that they don't like it when they could no longer control me like they used to. sorry to say, but that's how I felt. you just don't know me. I don't even know me anymore. I JUST GOT HURT SO MUCH BY MOST PEOPLE AND THAT MAKES ME TO BE THE WAY I AM RIGHT NOW. don't expect me to stay calm and behave when some people pissed me off. I know I wasn't supposed to act like how I've turn to right now but you know what? I'm a human too. I have feelings. I've been hurt and I never wanted to be hurted again by foolish and ignorant people who doesn't really care how I really felt.